Fateless

Sore ini, I heard a song which said sumthing like this:

If there’s so much I must be…
Can I still just be me…
The way I am ?

Pernah gak sih denger lagunya? hayoo cari tauu…Atau at least pernah gak merasa hal yang kaya gitu? Merasa lo terlalu dituntut oleh sekitar lo…

Let’s take a look of this scene:

Di rumah, u are the oldest child, so practically your parents give u a lot of demands, said u have 2 be the good sample for ur bro/sis..!

Or.. ur the youngest one, so u have 2 be like your older siblings…either it’s on your own, or it’s the expextation of ur parents…

Or maybee..ur the middle one..others said ur the luckiest one, but maybe she/he is the unluckiest one [or it's just my saying]

Bayangin ajah..Klo kk en ade lo brantem, yang misahin sapa? anak tengah kan? nah klo lo yg brantem? KK mau keliling eropa dikasi, katanya da gede…adek mau hp baru dikasi, ktnya kasian baru kenal HP…u? Klo ade salah, ktnya masi kecil… Klo kk ato lo yg salah? Abis…KK juara 1 di UNIVnya, dikasi mobil biar gampang nanti kerja, ade juara 1 di kelas, beli lagi HP baru [maap lagi pengen beli hp sih..^^] nah how bout u? lo slalu terjepit di tengah-tengah kan?

Intinya..[skali lg maap karena ngalur ngidul] di manapun peran lo di kluarga, lo akan slalu dituntut jadi ini itu kan?

Di kampus/sekolah..[duh hari gini skolah ^^] apa sih yg kg dituntut? Nilai bagus…pasti! Jago OR.. modal buat dikenal! Jago musik..katanya berseni!

Pernah gak sih dosen ato guru ngmg, "coba kamu contoh dia sedikit napa?" or sumthing like that? Cape kan klo dibandingin terus ma org laen…cape tauk!!

Di pergaulan…pernah gak sih merasa, Duh kalo gw begini, tar diketawain.. Duh klo gw gak beli ini tar dibilang miskin..tar dikatain pelit…[ini sih gw sabodo teing...masalah duit kaleee!! hehe] Kalo gw gak bisa kesini ato kesana bareng, tar dikatain MT lagh..tipiz..gak SK…dkk keluar smua dah…Nah…Have u been in those situation?

Pernah gak sih lo bener2 mengatakan tidak? tanpa peduli teing sama feeling temen lo? Bukan karena lo kejam juga sih..tapi klo lo bener2 gak suka,or gak mau, or ga bisa..atau sekedar males [alasan no 1 sejagat raya] gimana?

Masih adakah rasa gak enak, atau kasian, atau solider? bagus lah…it means ur a good fren! Tapi..lama2 siapa yang rugi? Lo sendiri kan? ya ok lah..lo solider, tapi gak brarti u have 2 sacrifice everything for him/her/sumthing..life is a sacrifice, but there are choices too, right?

So pick one based on ur heart! Bagus2 lo bisa milih jalan yg gak nyakitin buat smuanya…gak mau kan lo mrasa dikekang terus? Mau ngekspresiin diri kan? Mau apah lama2 lo lupa sama sapa lo sebenernya? Gak kan? Tapi yahh jangan nusuk temen juga lah ya…

Percaya diri dikit lah…Skali2 Stand up and talk ga buruk kan? Boleh orang2 berharap banyak ma lo, tapi u are who u are kan? ur unique…Just like everyone else…So be urself..no matter how weird or ugly or crazy u are…there should be a place and someone for u in this world…^^

Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan ?

Yes, We are all part of GOD plan!!

SO U ARE PRICELESS…

PS: this is dedicated for me and others who need it…^^

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